勇气

你走出来了吗？

一个难以回答的问题。

只对某些人。我答

朋友？家人？

答：一些朋友




妈，一个至亲， 我最爱的女人。

从小时候，我的犹豫，我的口不对心总瞒不过您哪明亮的眼。

如今您已不如年轻时好眼力但我相信您的心眼却不曾退化。

每当您质疑我的性向而婉转的追问我何时找到伴侣时，

我总时吱吱唔唔地但也模糊地交待了，

我可以从您的眼中感受您的忧心，您的无奈

但您感受到我的无助吗？

我不懂从何启齿，我热泪盈眶但也往肚子里流。

有多少次我快脱口而出但理性制止了。




我好想与您分享生活的一切，

我生活的点点滴滴，

当我沮丧时我总回到您的关怀，

一顿简单的午餐，一段淡淡的对话，

总给我的心灵带来无限的慰籍。


Mum what I wanna say just I LOVE YOU,

You really mean so much to me,

Even though sometime I take it for granted but I really appreciate what you have done.

Pray to God, hopefully one day I am brave enough to tell you the truth.

I want to be a son who you really proud of.

Mummy please gives me sometime,

I need time to prepare myself.

To become a man with courage who daring to face the harsh world.

I am putting a lot of afford and experience the true world now.

By end of the day, I still wanna be your lovely mummy boy.

Imperfection

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2XLZsiCBsA


This is a very last thing i can do to remember a wonderful Malaysian director, Yasmin Ahmad.

A lot of thought flow in mind but speechless after the video.

It's all about love that across boundaries, beyond colors, nationality, religion and etc.

Please drop me message, are you feel the same that i did!?